Right now, tonight, I am so scared of our future.

What will we become together without a penny in our name but our house paid off?

Where will we be in a year from now? Will we get family money from anywhere? I doubt it this time. May God help us and Buddha bless us with Love, endurance, resilience and compassion for each other and our pets and others. If the trial are to be so tough, may we get real close to enlightenment soon at least! I pray to you Buddha for guidance and strenght and inspiration. My visions I had with Mother Tara were stupendous. Whimsical and clear and lucid...This was Buddha's teachings I am sure and I know I will not be disappointed at the end of my life. I trust in you Buddha. May God watch over us all and provide us with His or Her Love too and our home as shelter always and food for us all. Amen! Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung