Hear my paranoia of energy felt tonight which is just my fears ad my mental space...
I fear Hardy will die in the next year or two. His brother is calling him too strongly. I am deep deep in mourning like I have not been for over 30 years, when my maternal mamie and grandpa passed.
laurel is very very present to my mind ad heart daily and everythng I do is mostly for his resting in peace, long life of Hardy and enlightnemeent of all of us who ever lived in this house, even previous tenants and owners.