I just went for a walk with Billy to buy cigarettes. It is warmish and beautiful out there but no sun. Mundy has been destroyed at the corner for a parking lot (industrial). It is so very sad. A whole section of the forest is no longer. It is so sad.

In these times of climate change in BC as seen last year, it is obscene to cut down forest for a parking lot. Something Joni Mitchell sang about way back 'they paved paradise, to put up a parking lot'.

I have to pill Billy soon. He is eating right now. (It is best if he has some food in his stomach before taking the meds). The fan is going, the curtain is drawn. I should open it and let the light in. Now, done. I have to take my synthroid. 

I am so sad at Mundy's gutting. It looks aweful. So bare where a huge forest was standing. Aweful, aweful.

I am drinking my mocha coffee and smoking cigarettes. I will go for more walks today i think and hope. I was so very completely happy in my dreams, waking up this morning. It was a new kind of happiness I had not remembered feeling ever. As if  I was made new. A new me I did not know yet. It was grand. I thanked Buddha for this feeling and praised Lord Avolekiteshvara too and the Taras. OM TARE TUTTARE TURE SVOHA OM MANI PEME HUNG