I should have gone with him but we are too pressed for time he sounded a bit tense. So i stayed home to smoke cigarettes. Not so good. He sounds super tense again since last night. It is pot and his lack of sleep. I am fearful of his mood swings. They are scary. He gets angry for the slightest thing I say. Conversations and communication becomes very hard with him then. This morning I just want to hide from him. I am so scared of his temper. Decreasing my meds might not be a great idea. Brian is really hard for my stress level.