Strangely enough, i feel very good. Of course, i have smoked some pot. I monitor my intake and behaviour and mind closely. Everything seems fine but I am more cheerful. I feel my love for hubby no matter what happens to this life we share, way better when I am slightly stone. This week anyway. He was very very upset this morning, but finally right off the bat calmed down as soon as I spoke with him. He left steady and in a cheerful mood. This made me feel super nice this morning. I am returning the favour he did to me in my youth: calming him down when he is super upset. This is true love according to my experience.