I was very upset all my life. In my 20s, it never showed except crying. At thirty, I experienced a lot of violence from cops and doctors. I became scandalised and enraged and I became super uncensored with them too. Of course, I got noticed eventually as more than crazy but maybe in danger. I made so much noise and we had our own couple problems all along especially here. For many years here, i was allowed absolutely no cops in my life. It was glorious. It is as if angels of Lustre had hypnotized every asshole and no one EVER complained about me for years. Until BJG, pretty mad by then too, started calling the cops and being violent and threathening me with punching me. I thought: it is just that BJG is really mad right now and I have to go take care of myslef. Which was pretty much it.