Oh goodness. I am rereading. Sigh. It is what the doctor spoke of through my pages. Buddha Doctor of course. Or Medicine Buddha. My self-inspiration for healing. Find your purpose people. All along I kept saying: no, there is more to living than suffering! Suffering must be temporary. In fact, on earth, it is and always will be eternal. Until we break free of samsara, a bit closer to it, each time. Our purpose is not to suffer. It is to go beyong pain and suffering, into Love and compassion and pity for one another.