...have you ever noticed synchronicity online especially or elsewhere? This is what has been guiding me for many many years...at first, they were nonsensical. A lot to do with language and puns, chopping words in half so they would be two words, unrecognizable...My first use of my crazy wisdom intuition when I realized something was terribly off with me was to follow these odd synchronic moment or info I read even though they were pretty much nonsense but play on words. First crisis: total visual ghost vision once. Otherwise, just terrified. Ambulance guy said I had done ectsasy and was OD. It was called then first psuchotic episode. i had another one at around 25 though it was more like a long term thing that took forever (many months) as I was going through a burn out at work. I have not noticed any psychosis like that as such ever again after that. After that, it was just me against the world, trying to survive in poverty on my own off and on. 

Anyway, after 2005 and 2006 especially it became very interesting in my mind. I started making sense to myself. Then pretty soon, my intuition was turning up again way more in tune each time by then. I had total faith in myself in many ways however fucked up in starvation I was in 2005. After 2006, it became easier. And online, I basked in years of synchronicity. very very inspiring.