Decaf is being made. Everyone has been asleep since 6pm. Hubby was devastated after his 4th walk when he came back: very very tired. He ate quiche and mashed potatoes.  And pretty much went straight to bed. I dont know if we are doing amazingly well or not. There was no temper tantrums on his part for a while. And he seems happy to see his family soon. I am so empty. Everywhere the news are super bad about the rise of far right and nazis and fascism. I am very scared of what will happen in this country. What if everything I have seen that was bad becomes the norm? i really dont have the heart to see it. I cant conceive of living through that again. I am so very sad at all this. Hubby seems in denial a bit. I dont know why. I think deep down he is very worried too.