I have loved, I have hated. I have asked for forgiveness and lesson in pity. it was very enlightening for me, not so much for most of the ones who have loved me. I have truly been SO hateful in words and sometimes actions. Remember this: No saviour ever hates anyone. saints are imperfect. and that is simply what i am in this life. I am sorry I could not be more yet. Patience with me, God and people, will, I assure you, not disappoint. I really become super hot eventually and never ever hateful again no matter the temptation. I am not there yet but the crow life will sure be a big step towards that perfection. Thank you for loving me stefane, the only who reads the blog@!