Hubby is working all day. Good for him! I will make garlic and herbs and butter fresh pasta with green ;peas tonight. 

I am trying to remember when I was not taking my meds properly 2 years ago...I was very ill and looked autistic to me. I had what seemed to have been near catatonic moments. I had them in 2005 before i got put on my meds. But my mind was never vegetable. Constant thoughts were moving through, stories, fantasies, visions...I would not want to live that again I dont think. The time frame is a bit blurry but i remember one year being rather quite ill, and having a lot of catatonic moments. Those were not especially fun and I thought at the time it was full blown autism.