It rained this morning and the sky is grey. I woke up at 8:30am. Not enough sleep (8.5 hours). I am so tired this morning and a bit down. It must be the reduction of smokes. Billy is by my side. Hubby has been needing a haircut for a month now. I dont understand why he does not take care of it. He has been meaning to clean his room for weeks. He has yet to do it I think, He has not worked on his book all week. He has not read my fiction for comments. All he does is occasional groceries and walking dogs. He must be disabled somehow , right? He may very well be, from too much pot and learned helplessness that can come with it.