Such heavy heavy rain on the snow. Everything is slush and water on the walks. I cleaned some more then had a bath. Hubby went to buy fondue fuel nearby. He has been gone for over an hour as he took the dogs with him to go dare the day's slush and walk them. He is very brave because his boots were completely soaked and he went out again with them. I am so glad we finally married after 16 years. No matter how truly traumatic it has been in 2015. This man is superb deep down and however weird I get and upset we get, I believe we truly love each other. I am intent on quitting dope. The last fantasy was too weird on the blog, high as  I was around the 20th.  So weed is damaging to my mental health- it may be true. 

UPDATE

Everyone has been gone for a long time. Over 1.5 hour in this shitzel weather. I am keen to see them all come back by now. Where is everyone? The weather is really really nasty. I am sure they are all ok but it may be mighty slippery out there so I worry. I really dislike how I worry each time hubby is late. Maybe I should go out for a coffee instead of waiting here by the clock and window like a faithful mournful dog? I really wish I could cheer him up: my illness is a source of great disappointment and sorrow for him. And constant worry it seems since a while here. Where are they? It is very worrying because they have been gone for a long time...oh, here they come at last! Youppi!