The day is beautiful. Wisdom comes from merit, shuroosh. The tibetan buddhist and all buddhist say it: this world is suffering. I too would like to just sleep every afternoon away in the cool breeze and sunlight through ym curtains...i have done a LOT of that in this life. Very awesome, thank you God. I turly had 4 years of meditational pure happiness here. I was totaly oblivious to hubby for 4 years. I have no idea what he was living in his crzaed mind back then. But he never stopped me from painting and writing. In fact, he provided all the paint, canvas, brush, etc. This is a time where we were very far from each other in our mind? Not so sure, Kevin.  I never gave up on him especially after he thought it cool I could call alien Mother on the stove by rubbing the element. I kid you not: he thought it was cool! was he crazy or just in Love?