But truly, I have trouble accepting I have been Joan of arc! This is HUGE! We've been talking about her after 500 years...The ONLY way I can accept this story is if I am convinced my youth, before the battle, has been super groovy for family love. I am thankful to God for my Lucy Maud Mongtgomery life which was WAYYYY tamer than joan of arc!! I bow humbly at the Virgin's feet and ask her to bless me for another round! I admit it: I dont believe it. Maybe the idea is just that Lilou will be as long lasting as Joan of arc! Joan of arc! Yes, that version I can believe. It sure gets everyone to learn about Joan of arc, a favourite saint of mine. God, Joan of arc! She has been very much popularized during this life of mine, so I got to learn about her. Joan of arc was Lilou! I have to say it but I cant believe it! If that is truth, I dont why this is possible because my Lilou life was NOT as hard as that of Joan of arc by any chance of a thread. Does that mean it gets easier with each rebirths? When we are on the right path, in many ways, yes, this is what it means. Amen Holy Virgin Mary and Jesus, MY king.