I have only four pages done, as you know since I posted them on here today i think. It is 22:20. I spent a long time this afternnon napping and an hour or more lounging on my bed later in the day, with Billy. We cuddle and play all the time. I will miss him, that is for sure. Knowing him as Billy. But I know the feeling of joy with him is eternal. I kid you not. In retrospect, my three favourite dogs were Billy, M'kwaa and Apollo. In the legend, Apollo will be a blind man. M'kwaa will be a damned soul i save.....Yes yes, we all note that I am NOT a Saviour but I truly was her light in the dark while she went through her dog life. So it is just making the story a bit bigger but it is very real story. By the way, I think it takes at least 50 years before I come up again as the weirdo I was and people start researching me. My books will always be avalaible but the religious story starts shining in 50 years on the grand public. Thank you France.  Canada fucked up with me: they get nothing. Europe will benefit way more from my religious life than any canadian ever did. I told you all along: Canadians never ever cared about me and people like me: the crazy, the uncomfortable, the weird, the loud, the Third sex that yelled at them for 6 years. by the way, Mran, dont worry about stealing every one of my pdf for each book to spread the word in india or wherever your kids will grow old.