Amazing sunlight is shining through: this reminds me of the good days. 

The flowers for Jennifer are still standing, frippées are the roses, but beautiful nonetheless. I am reminded of better days now and it is lovely. Smoking a joint helps to remind me also of good days like this kitchen window sunshine shows today. 

The sun is back! Caloo Calay!

UPDATE

What wisdom, ancient wisdom too, in Rinpoche's book! I so wish to attain this wisdom one day, and teach little children that way and those stories. And others. Tibetans masters seem to have some infinite supply of stories and analogies so clever and clear they enlighten!

Later UPDATE

Stone right now, I feel so good. I have deeply meditated in awareness (now I understand what I have been doing and where I am going with Mingyur....ah ah ah...so sorry for insulting him publicly to every real buddhist nun on this blog!). My sense of humour is back depsite aweful PTSD nightmares, Mingyur! ah ah ah