...too many cigarettes! That is way way way harder to control than pot. I am careful also with booze since I started sleeping badly. 

Billy is asleep next to me. I took good care of him this morning (he slept on my bed). I brought him a piece of cheese (ementhal is what was opened in the fridge) when he woke up and he ate it. Encouraged, I mixed wet food with a tiny itsy amount of kibbles too and though he did not want it at first, with encouragements he ate the whole thing.