I am super worried his sister told him I am crazy online. Or that I said he needed a vacation home with them because he was 'fucked in the head'.  I am so very worried. It is not like him to not connect with me when he says he will. Did he just forget? I doubt it. I am very stressed out right now.  What is going on?

I am listening to CBc Music Drive show. Pop rock, soft pop. Now it is Prince or George Micheals. I fear I am in big trouble now. Someone read almost all the blog before I deleted my insults and mad ranting of the last 4 months. It is frightening. What if hubby freaks out at my madness online towards so many people?