It is 8:10am. We have a good walk to do.  Probably one bush trail. And walking in the morning rain. It is already Friday. Hubby comes back next week end, not the one coming. I don't understand him: why he denies that he needs to change some behaviours socially. For more peace in our life and his, socially. Keeping and nurturing peace is a way more worthwhile engagement than being allowed to be confrontational crazy for no reason when all is well in your life. BJG keep telling his boss all his ideas are garabge when his boss tells him what to do. Deep down, he is too much a bully and it is hurting his career. 

I am worried our relationship will deteriorate again once he is back working at too many classes for his own good mental health. He is so rigid about changing anything in himself. He never admits to doing anything wrong. That is his main problem. To him, he takes no criticism of himself and others are always to blame or just wrong. He blamed me for his abuses in 2015-2016 and still to this day never admits to them. That is a kind of sickness in the head I think.