A hurricane in my front yard with whiskey and brian in it, coming home after a drive. Brian was so mad then he did not realize I was completely a goner in my mind and saw nothing wrong with me, while I was space and time traveling through to worlds unheard of up to now.
The hell of nonsense waiting for those evil crazy gurus appeared to me. Chogyam appeared to show me around this world of complete utter nonsense as far away from buddhist truth as can ever be reincarnated for about 45 trillion years.
I am so happy with who I am! I wish you all the same. Facing illnesses and hospital stays if we must, we surrender a bit better to God's grace each breath we can or accept to take.