Dont know really what but there is action in the dog minds tonight. Maybe because whiskey is feeling ill and dying soon? Oh yea, i have to tell ama la about my pustules on my nipple...When hubby was getting too horny, for about a year, I had a totally gross pussy pustule that would come and go, growing on my nipple. It hurt like hell every night, and it would be grown in the morning. That is a sign that you have a horny abbot under your roof, ama la. Antibiotics took care of it eventually but I was given a HUGE dose. I was told it comes from cigarettes.  Whatever. Cigarettes and I REALLY work well for achieving Boddhi for me.  I understand its symptoms and I never truly die from it just if I have to die anyway. I was contemplating mouth cancer and truly being worried about such an end of life. Innocence is pristine and has always been.

LATER THAT NIGHT....

I have come to sort of think up something, I say...Phonse and anouk as His Mother WILL START A NEW RELIGION soemwhere else than on earth...I am drooling, minguyr. In turth, you are the pristine tibetan natural boy I have had visions exquisite of as a crow flying with you in Tibet snow mountains. You were really Milarepa and I bet you did cross the world of appeances before. But we dont get the same lesson each lifetime. Not the same way anyway. I will learn it from scriptures next time. This was not the case this lifetime. I experiences everything about magic and tibetan sorcery here without having ever read on it in any lifetime.  How did I win such great gift, mother? I refused to indulged or learn anything about magic in my youth. I thought for real and with will of God that it was only superstition. That is why, impressed, some saint told the angels and they taught me magic tricks, unbeknownst to me. Until I could read the dharma of POO PLANET (That is where we will go Phonse and I) just by being very high stone and not sleeping ever. Jesus wanted to teach me how to make miracles but I was not interested truly. So I offered an explanation in physics terms though I was always terrible in physics. Something to do with space travel, ross, in fact. Moving from one reality to the other and leaving things to be found later. In complete and utter innocence, i understood how to make miracles somewhat. The muslim prophet will make many many many and maybe the dalai lama too. Apparently I have made a few as Lilou in india. But then I caught thyphoid cuz I doubted, sister, having been the witness of my own miracle. It must have been the will of shakyamuni in me. I made an elephant talk to me in New Delhi. And I was the angel of a leper near the guest house. Yes, i kissed him and he died without anyone knowing he was dead. This was what I double thought at the time. I did not know if I should cry for this leper because he was dead and I had killed him with a kiss or not. It is vey confusing to heal a leper, says Jesus. 

I met Guru Trunpa as a nobody young man super kind when I pruposefuly did not care and went looking like a hobo to him after some bad . 

I think someone is speaking through the computer. raggadeath is playing....A KLASSIC AMA LA FOR ALL MY BEST MOTHERS FOR EVER....They are a ture truth of american beyond africans international. I hope they dont get too glamour. eve is freinds with gangsters as wise as guru rinpoche. 

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She will be probably be poisoned. We will probably not find her. Unless Brian wants her ashes anyway to dump in the coquitlam river? Whiskey is getting buried in Mundy. Good place secret for fromage de chevre.