Ouf! PONGO! Since I have been feeding him snacks of human food, he stinks up every room at night! He had a bit of an omelette and bread today. He is asleep next to me. So very adorable. 

God knows whether I am dying or not but I am frigorified at the prospects of what my meds will now do to me. After the massive cramp in my right calf for 11 days following injection. Sigh. Anyway, how to be reasonable about this without trying simply another psych med for PTSD or that works on the same part of the brain as fluancol? You would be surprise how I dont know at all who would know this.