Tom Petty is singing American girl. The neighbours are leaving and packing their car with bags. The music is playing. I am rather stone. Sigh, I smoke a lot today in the end. Two pinners so far. 

The interview with the therapist went well. She commented that I looked more grounded today than last time, where I sounded like I was indulging fantasies (I dont remember what we talked about). It is very important to me to get feedback from her about my mental health as SHE sees it. We meet again in a week.