...or another. I feel very vacant in my mind head. I slept about 7 hours. Fell asleep with Billy on my bed, back to back. At around midnight. Hubby had just gone to bed.

I am now writing as if hubby was asleep, which he may be like after each outburst of anger he has...He went yelling and screaming and calling me a 'mental case'...he is so rude people, and cruel in his heart or mind. I am not pointing the finger at him at all, I am just observing his temptations due to his anger that is out of control.