There is always internet but there wont be phone calls that much. It may be a bit hard for me. They are now officially heros in my life after years of estrangement and deep misunderstanding. I deeply regret giving them such a hard time since 2006-2007 because I was never sober by then. I hope my meds are enough to keep me sane when I dont smoke. i am a bit worried i may need more of something. We'll see. I would have liked to meet with my GP this week but BJG has to be at work early in the afternoon since it is his first day so we wont have time to see him. Blah.