BJG is asleep, I just put him to bed. I myself am now dizzy and sleepy from the sleeping pill. I may not last long on the blog tonight. I slept 6hours yesterday, in the morning. I really wonder whether hubby will have more complaints or not after his year off teaching. Everyone wishes him to enjoy the students interactions and being back with them.  he is very mangled by super heavy pot use for which he did nothing to quit over his last off work  year. Very unwise. And very unaware. his denial is thick and he thinks he speaks with authority about himself and myself and my meds. It is not always that clear he is aware and self aware enough to comprehend the dynamic between him and me and my meds.