Tempers flare in impatience today for both of us but it was a good day.   Now hubby is doing emails and I am smoking a cigarette downstairs. 

UPDATE

Friday night, I went out to buy 4 cans of Kilkenny, my life long favourite beer. When I was working full time in medical research, way way back around 1999-2001, I used to drink 4 pints of that Beer a night. I was very fat! But I did not smoke in those years, anything, and was super unhappy. Despite having everything I had asked for: independence, living with brian, career, studies, friends etc.