Rinpoche is very ill now in the book. Intestinal infection from bad food. You have to be nuts or you can become nuts being a beggar in india or anywhere if it is extreme enough. I thanked God for my bed last night and really felt it, the bed, to see what it was that was lacking when you are on the street (bed, warmth, clothes etc). I am totally tired this morning  because I got woken up at 3am and just relaxed until 7am but did not fall asleep again.