I am practicing compassion and it feels so much better than stressing out from his hatred and anger and nonsense and bullying. (The stranger at the gas station (see later post)). I have made an offering of the space in a cup being broken and liberated to join boundless mother luminosity and formlessness and space for this poor sad ignorant man. I dont recall having prayed with such devotion or clarity for any strangers that was so unpleasant to me. This is totally genuine. I highly recommend you try it, without looking down on the person. I have realized, from reading Rinpoche's book, that we all truly want to be happy. But some of us are so very ignorant of anything to do with kindness that until we know kindness, we will never be happy. Kindness for oursleves and kindness for others. This is why I took pity on this douche bag so hostile for no reason and a bully who could not get away with it this time. May he wake up before he dies, so he can experience a blissfull aware death in the deathless. He was already older than me. May his realization come quickly from his current life before it is too late. Om ah hung benzra guru padme siddhi hung