Easter is supposed to be a family celebration so we celebrate very simply and probably will eat sandwiches of turkey with avocadoes. It will be chocolates discount prices tomorrow so we will  have a discount easter monday celebration instead of indulging chocolates today. I like the way we do things. Religious music is playing. Bily has his head glued to my knee. I really fear getting oral cancer. It seems unavoidable to be honest, the most obvious cancer I could get. That is one heck of a ego destroyer disease, sisters. It disfigures you and you cannot eat properly nor talk often. To be honest with you, since I have less mercy than god, it would seem proper purging of all the super NASTY mean things I accused everyone of in their secret personal lives for 10 years. I was enraged. And I even was enraged in the presence of the taras. I dont know how to explain it: rage was my energy, like mahakhala , maybe?