What fun I had yesterday! I felt like God was everywhere talking with me . In everything I heard from Brian. Or anyone. I feel very much loved in this life of 47th year. Laurie Anderson is talking to my soul on the cd recording. Myngyur is a very holy brother. And not drake. But see Mingyur how listening todrake as if it was toyur own soul speaking really humbles you...This is HOW I humbled myslef, mingyur. Seeings every selfish bastard speaking to me as a reflection of my soul to God. And how I cried! This is avaliable to you through the drake listening as yourslef practice, mingyur. It is a super nice life to be a tulku. No one is an asshole to us. Which makes us feel vain at times, mingyur...wait until you marry your own verson of brian- your dad, next life. Froget everything baout being traetd kindly by the man you love the most and would follow to the end of the world...you will also bear him chidlren. You will be a fine thrid sex with me, vivian and albert is cute. Mingyur as a bit of brunelle in him...to enlighten me especiallty.He is a holy karmapa to me whereas the current karampa, well, whatever....