I had not had that chance to practice so easily for a couple of months.  I prayed to Samanthabadra and Samathabadri.  Billy was with me. He may have spent the night with me. I fell asleep praying to Buddha yesterday night. I forget what I said to Buddha. That He showers me with his compassion so I become more compassionate. And to protect us all from harm. And to God, I ask that hubby keeps his job.