This is the second day I dont only listen to meditational tibetan music. I heard Tenzin Wangyal this morning. Now it is a compilation of best reggae songs from the label Studio One. Old school. 

I have cleaned the kitchen a bit. I still need to clean the counter and sweep. It is almost 11am. I want to be joyful with hubby today, he seems in such a good mood. We should go to Port Moody so I can buy proper nice cards for the nuns I want to send my book copy of Tenzin Palmo's life to. It is brutal what she endured to meditate in solitude. She really isolated herself more and more as the years came, because too much social life was distraction to her. A distraction from her enlightenment practice. i am terrible at solitude. I hate it. I really need dhamma companions or lovers to have meaning and ease in my life.