God knows it took many decades before that was the case. 

But since 2019, my small personal revolution with artwork and book production, my life has completely changed. I totallly dont miss producing more books: we really spent a fortune for 4 years. And I only painted for 2 years truly. But the blog also started and so writing became my life and livelihood daily. May all broken people be granted a life of material ease to heal and become themselves in full bloom at last! Om mani peme hung Om mani peme hung, I dedicate the merit of my life to the enlightenement of everyone into Love, compassion, wisdom and peace and awareness. om tare tuttare ture svoha Om tare tuttare ture svoha