I feel helpless to stop smoking. I just cannot. I keep trying. every 3 months in the last 2 years. I have no will whatsoever, just addiction. I am sure it is the mix of smoke and meds, because I have never been so addicted to cigarettes when i was on a different meds. It is mighty powerful that addiction in me. I have never seen it so strong between 1995-2006, when I was on nothing or risperidal later.
What will happen to me as a heavy heavy smoker?