Oh, what a relief!

Why did I marry such a volatile man I knew was hateful of women deep down? Just the sound of his voice could bring me back to reality when I was a goner in autistic attacks.

I trusted that he was good for me ultimately. I was right.

You all have understood by now I suppose from reading at least this blog for once (Danny!), that when we hurt each other, it is simply emanations that are affecting us . We may have golden hearts but so many bad things (emanations) brought to us by our PTSDS shocking in childhood! So this, people, is why we should never hate our parents. It took me a LOT of wordly experience to heal myself from my childhood. Emanations are NOT REAL but they affect how we treat the ones we love as we become, eventually, wiser and more compassionate with pity in our hearts no matter our traumas. This is wisdom.