I started sweeping the whole house: it is overdue by far. My bedsheets are in the wash. I did about 45 minutes of cleaning this morning. The mood is sober, I dont plan on smoking pot today, I need a break. I feel like I am truly horrible in truth. Hubby is so angry with me always so easily. It does not help my mental health, that is for sure. Though I would be totally lost if he disappeared on me...