I just took half a seeping pill. I had been trying to sleep for an hour. I am super tensed tonight about my emails over the years to people. I am worried people will complain. Recentely, no one has but I keep apologizing right after when I realize what i have sent. I am petrified at those chats recently. And other rather sensitive emails I have sent. I have completely gone beserk out west. The traumas have been too numerous since 2006. But it is much improved with hubby and for himself too I hope. But if I am so beserk, how come and how CAN i be so happy when I am out of it?