Fire dissolves into air, air into consciousness...etc etc. I wish to write an ode to this life , precious as it is, I am given right these days after many years of trials and tribulations in my 30s. It is so very peaceful, people. I am at peace and happy. Could not imagine anything different save maybe for details I cannot do much about. Deep down i am so contented. 

I often meditate at the kitchen table: the light is charming and ravishing here that is why, from the sunshine. And the outdoor light. Otherwise, the house is quite dark. The music of songs of the bardo is playing. Haunting and meditative as they are. I learned why my tibetan teacher is not in Canada: he is looking after his aging father in asia. I thought he was studying in india, as he sent me pictures of monasteries where he was.