I dont seem to know what to busy myself with instead of obsessing about cigarettes.

Today is not such a great day for smokes and temptations.  But the sun is almost as warm and great as yesterday. I dont know what it is about today. I have to distract myself with something else. I cannot seem to meditate as acutely and precisely as yesterday. I am more concerned with smokes in my consciousness. That is a shame. Or a problem anyway. 

My mother called me today. They went to the sugar shack of maple syrup yesterday with friends. The food was super nice she claims and they even had tire  on snow (maple syrup cooked to harden on the snow, a kind of toffee eaten with a fork) . I should do that next year in the snow. It will have to be around january or february, when there is still fresh snow.