It will be such all week end, after a heavenly week of sunshine and windy breeze and winds. Billy is asleep next to me and 89.3FM is playing alternative music, vaguely electronica.

I am totally at rest and kind of stuck. I dont know what to do. I am smoking a huge amount of cigarettes. About 12 cigarettes in 2.5 hours. Should I bring back one bottle only for 10 cents just so I have a reason to go somewhere in the rain with Billy? I totally missed out on hubby this morning but I woke up to accusations of having pounded the table to tell him to stop screaming at me. Oh well, he was getting abusive in his language and I was just trying to ask questions and listen. That exasperated me.