I feel so heavy. I am down because hubby truly spends his life on the loo, I also dont know what is going on with work. It looks like he still wont teach this upcoming term. How messed up is he truly? I dont know anymore. And I find that heavy and I am tired. His downright negative attitude (it can swicth to happy within seconds,for no reason too) is dragging me down. I just feel like complaining but he plans on going for a nap. At 9am! We are truly fucked.