I slept way better last night than the night before...

Kept dreaming about the wisdom of my mother...I wish God would reveal it to me. 

I don't think I'll be welcome at my mother's house to make it to the funeral of my godmother if she passes...She says a lot of 'i love you' on the phone but does not want me in her house! I dont understand my mother...

A huge dog started barking , some dog I never hear bark usually. Why doesn't my mother want me in her house? Is it because of dad? Or just because she does not care?