I think I took half a sleeping pill last night, that is why.

I wake up every morning thinking about my parents and grandparents. Who are they? I feel like I never knew them properly... I dreamed of kerouac this morning, a common dream topic in the morning when I think of my own grandparents (same generation). I love listening to kerouac's interviews: it reminds me of the world and generation of my grandpa. I think this is why I associate the two in my morning dreams of reminsicing about everyone, each morning.