I fear I have offended my in law. Sigh. I sent nothing weird in the last two-three weeks though. I will just have to wait to hear from her. It is causing me anxiety this unknown and fear of having yet offended someone in my temporary mad rants. The best is to give her space and stop emailing her (last email 4 days ago).  It is already the last song of Rain blessings cd with Lama Gyurme. The neighbours are singing Hare krishna prayers in their yard, family style. they do it 5 minutes every day. They are indians. Its nice truly.