The fan is on, I am smoking  a jay and Mano Solo is playing. Perfect Montreal throwback where I used candles a ton, too much to be truly safe! I feel good tonight, at peace, relaxed, happy. I have all I could want. And more. Its been a very good two years and a half. And now I seem to have been healed of my crazy rants on emails and online. I was not expecting to heal from it to tell you the truth. It is a wonderful news: what a relief! I will at last stop alienating perfectly nice people who love me!

I miss traveling a little bit today. I have not for 10 years. My last trip was 2014, to go back to Montreal from BC. Before that it was Cuba in 2013 (end of october -november). And USA and Vanuatu & NZ  in 2004 before that. I am due for another trip. I would love to go to hawaii I think as it is not to far. To do day hike and hut camping. But I really do not mind not going. I am just daydreaming outloud tonight. Visiting hawaii's volcanoes.Apart from moving to BC from Montreal and Toronto, we have not traveled together, hubby and I, for 20 years. The first 10 years of us together, we traveled every 1-4 years internationally. That is exceptional truly though the norm in both our families. We come from very privileged background, I never ever doubted it.