Reading on ignorance, projection unto reality and lack of non grasping in an impermanent world or universe. It is a rather difficult read because it is packed with psychological wisdom and insights. 

UPDATE

Billy ate a bit finally. His eye is not red anymore but it started crying or weeping again today. Cigarettes? It would be surprising because all doors and windows are open and he spends more time outside than ever. I pray to Buddha Lord of the Sky to help me take good care of Billy and to keep him healthy and strong. Om mani pémé hung Om mani pémé hung Om mani pémé hung