I am freaking out truly at what is going to happen to both of us and our pets if hubby looses his job. I have the shakes from it and stay away from weed today.  May we navigate this new challenge with success. It should be rather trying. I feel totally vacant today, on the verge of a big freak out from stress and nervousness at what will happen....Hubby is getting dentures on top of everything in his life...Poor Poor hubby. 

I spoke to dad today. It was super nice and we spoke for longer than usual. He tells me he is geting old. I think he truly feels it at 83. They are going camping next week for a week and going to Spain for two months next year. I cannot contemplate ever losing him: he has been the best recently and so was mother.