Wow, I have been really weird this week in emails..I injected earlier too. 4 days early. i am super disconcerted by my mental health. I dont trust myself anymore to judge it and I am super afraid of many things. Basically, i am aging and becoming fearful of everything. And super dependent on hubby. I am thinking of getting my drivers license at least to gain back some autonomy.

I saw david tonight and he was in good spirit. I had not much to tell him though, so we just exchanged that the day was beautiful and life was good, and went on separate ways. i went to buy cider. With Billy. I love these walks in the hood. We always go by the wooded forest of the korean christian church at the corner.